why cant i have things my way ,
even if it was my way ,
it wouldnt last ,
why must things be so complicated and not as easy at it seems ?
why must i always feel this way but i cant show how i really feel ?
why izzit that once we show the way we really feel , ppl change their view on us
i dont think i have much paths to choose as im only a student who have so many troubles ,
i tried spilling out my true feelings to my parents and yet i get scolded for doing this ,
i swear i wanted to be as close as anyone is to their parents ,
daughters treating mums like sisters ,
sons treating dads like brothers ,
nah , its all an exception in my family i guess
so just fucking fuck off and spare the fucking thought you motherfuckers dont expect everyone to be fucking ok inside cause they're fucking faking it you motherbitches , im fucking tired of this fucking life cause the fucking stress to study and the ppl around me are fuckedup dont be such a fucker can
THE FUCKING TRUTH HURTS SO FUCKING MUCH
